AWS - Sentenced to fail

Now I see this haze, the light fades out on my way.
My wings had flown, I’m walking on my own foot.
I run to them, I run fast but they’re never belonged to me, if I need to fall.

I mucked up my life, I can’t undo everything.
Only blur that I see and mirages in front of me.
Please purify me and liberate my brain!
Please save me from my pain, from mortal agony!

Now I see this haze inside my head, where the light decrease.
My wings had flown to the ocean, where all they know is pain.
I run to them, I run fast, but they never belonged to me.
Now you are the only reason what sentenced me to fail.

I mucked up my life, I can’t undo everything.
Only blur that I see and mirages in front of me.
Please purify me and liberate my brain!
Please save me from my pain, from mortal agony!

Now it’s night, deceitful raving. It decayes mud, the spring that wills to rise up.

My hanged desires are desiving me.
I can’t see from obsecurity ’cause it covers my eyes. I believe in recovery.
I’m hoping the continuation, I would sell my bones for it.
It drenched me to the bone like a wizened poison. The mourning is grey.
She chases me with a roaring unknown slow dead call-signal.
If I won’t forget it, I’ll be only my grave.
Executioners are on the quick desire, curse every flickering moment.
I leave you because I really demand you.

Why I’m not blind, when you are standing front of me?
And I flew into darkness, to let you know who I am.
’Cause you are my confession, my illness, my funeral.
What sucks me extendly, while my life is passing by.