The Anahit - Till I Hate

I’ve got 68 ways to destroy myself
You’ve got a 100 more reasons why I shouldn’t be dead
But 68 days is a long time to suffer
After 68 days still I can’t, Can’t make it better

So I’m just getting way too high on Friday
Fucking up all of my Tuesdays
Livin’ it like it’s a Saturday night
Seems like I’m always hungry for the weekend
Especially when my heart is beating
Like crazy, in double time

You are just a reason to let go
Till it aches, till it aches
I need another dose to let go
Till I hate, till i hate

'Cause I won’t be coming back for you my love
Till I hate…
'Cause I won’t be coming back for you my love
Till I hate…

68 my deep end
You stopped me from believing
I give but not receiving
No way to share my lonely bottles
With another daydream
Staring at the ceiling
Drinking till I’m bleeding
Lost you and lost all my battles

So I’m just getting way too high on Friday
Fucking up all of my Tuesdays
Livin’ it like it’s a Saturday night
Seems like I’m always hungry for the weekend
Especially when my heart is beating
Like crazy, in double time

You are just a reason to let go
Till it aches, till it aches
I need another dose to let go
Till I hate, till i hate

'Cause I won’t be coming back for you my love
Till I hate…
'Cause I won’t be coming back for you my love
Till I hate…