boebeck - Mirror

you say it’s over, it’s invisible
you say it doesn’t seem so hard
there’s a hole in my heart
no surgery can mend my mind

and I know what it’s really like
when your morning is a constant fight
you can’t shower, you can’t brush your teeth
without feeling this overwhelming guilt

I can’t get you out of my head
I’ve never felt so alone
self-reflection’s failed me again
I can’t be left on my own
every day I promise myself
I won’t hurt you, no, I won’t
but then I see a mirror again
I can’t help it, I’m on my own

and I know what it’s really like
when your morning is a constant fight
you can’t shower, you can’t brush your teeth
without feeling this overwhelming guilt

I can’t get you out of my head
I’ve never felt so alone
self-reflection’s failed me again
I can’t be left on my own
every day I promise myself
I won’t hurt you, no, I won’t
but then I see a mirror again
I can’t help it, I’m on my own

I can’t get you out of my head, no,
I can’t get you out of my head

I wish you were a person
I wish I was dead
‘cause if you were a person, I promise I’d get
a sharp weapon I could attack you with
even so, there’s a chance I’d hit
no vital organs
and you would live