Pennurst - My war

Maybe out of pure defiance
Maybe cause it's my reliance
Maybe I'm going insane
If others try to search in my brain

Even without understanding
Even if I die for nothing
Even if all of this seems to be
A test of just how long I can breathe

(How long I can breathe...)
THIS IS MY WAR

Stones sinking down into the deep
Making the surface running out of peace
Feeding my rage until the rise
Then the flood comes to pay the price

My hell stands behind me
It's an empty place
With a black haze
Suffering as far as I see
Won't go back again
Never again!

If it brings my fall
I won’t back down at all
THIS IS MY WAR!

RUN AWAY!
Words are worn away
STAY AWAY!
Past is turning gray
Every single day makes me feel so used
Run away
I've got nothing left to lose

Memories like haunting wraiths
Screaming something in my face
Childhood fears and losing faith
Apologies are far too late
Take a seat and witness the storm
This is how I fight my war

Even left abandoned
But still impassioned
THIS IS MY WAR!

RUN AWAY!
Words are worn away
STAY AWAY!
Past is turning gray
Every single day makes me feel so used
Run away
I have really got nothing left to lose

This is my war
You've never seen before
Try to break me down
Stand in my way and I will rip you apart!

RUN AWAY!
Words are worn away
STAY AWAY!
Past is turning gray
Every single day makes me feel so used
Run away
I've got nothing left to lose